Kill

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)
I only want what I was always meant to be
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I'll pick up, put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh god, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what I'll be waiting after these years
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes!
I know what I should do but I just can't turn away

So go on love...
Leave while there's still hope for escape.
Go on, take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
(Know what you want to say)
I know people can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and Im sure I've said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant?

I can't help it baby, this is who I am
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

This Could Be Love...

I've got a book of matches
I've got a can of kerosene
I've got some bad ideas involving you and me
I don't blame you for walking away
I touched myself had thoughts of flames
I shat the bed and laid there in it
Thinking of you wide awake for days
Wide awake for days

And I found you tongue-tied in my twisted little brain
You couldn't crack a smile
I didn't catch your name
I don't blame you for walking away
I'd do the same if I saw me
I swear it's not contagious
In four short steps we can erase this

Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop off at Lake Michigan and rinse your crimson hands

You took me hostage and made your demands...
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers... one by one

THIS COULD BE LOVE...
THIS COULD BE LOVE !

Maybe I'll Catch Fire...

this house is full of ears,
but i can't talk to anyone.
they've heard this one a thousand times.
most exciting thing i do,
hang half way out a third floor window,
maybe throw lit cigarettes down.

and maybe i'll catch fire.
something warm to hold me,
something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind.
all that evil shit's not hard to find.
i guess i only claim to be nice.

this house is full of eyes,
but i can't look at anyone.
they've seen this face a thousand times.
most relaxing thing i do,
hang half way out a third floor window,
and look at rocks if i fall out.

and maybe i'll fall hard.
something tough to break me,
something sharp to rip into my insides and bleed out all that pain.
sorry i don't even know your name.
i guess for me it's easy this way.

maybe i'll catch fire.
something warm to hold me,
something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind.
all that evil shit's not hard to find.
i guess i only claim to be nice.

How to be born again in 3 easy steps :

1.- Recover the broken pieces of what used to be you heart, eventhought they are all dirty and steptover.

2.- Take all your inner streinght and transform it in glue.

3.- Give your heart away one more time.

(repeat as necesary, cos we know its gonna happen again sometime)

There's something about anything...

Its been a while since I don't write, maybe because I decided to fight my last trauma by myself and dedicate sometime (now that I had any) to myself and myself only. Now, I found a neverthought peace inside of me and in my mind, actually I feel better about everything, you made me see things in other perspective and for that, I thank you.
I think about you most of the time, wherever you are and whatever you'r doing, It just fills my day and kinda makes it worth while, eventought I see you some times, It feels that I see you every moment. that frightens me but gives me peace of mind.
Now, At least I know were I'm standing and what Im hopping for, I might just be shooting for the stars, but, who knows?... maybe you'll fall down, or maybe I'll fall from my feet. Maybe you'll love me the way I am, and wash away the rests of pain in me, to let us start fresh new... And we'll find something in every anything, anyday... always... everlong.

>> No Eres Yo

No necesito un trago mas,
para tener valor!
Para acercarme a ti,
Para decirtelo...

El mundo nunca fue,
cuadrado para mi.
No me cuestiones mas!,
yo soy feliz asi

No hay nada que pedir...
contigo tengo todo.
tenia que ocurrir,
de todos modos...
No puedo imaginar,
el dia de mañana,
pues tuve que llegar...
me quieras o no.

No entiendes porque no eres yo
No entiendes porque no eres yo,
No entiendes porque no eres yo.

No necesito una razon!
para contradecir!
no trato de ofender,
puedes sentirlo.
No necesito tu permiso para continuar!
si fuimos hechos diferentes,
para completarnos.

Y no hay nada que pedir...
contigo tengo todo.
tenia que ocurrir,
de todos modos...
No puedo imaginar,
el dia de mañana...
pues tuve que llegar,
me quieras o no.

No entiendes porque no eres yo,
No entiendes porque no eres yo,
No entiendes porque
no eres
yo...


:::Fobia:::No Eres Yo:::Rosa Venus:::

Destroy Me

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